Bloody chicken pox

yaar, why does this happen ? i mean what is the purpose...... no no i am not down with chicken pox but my baby..... oh just cant look at agony. So much pain..... I mean why.... She just cant bear it.... Bullocks !!! Sorry for using shitty words today but that totally reflects my state of mind today.... ITS IN TURMOIL....... Never seen so much so bad..... I am in a crisis... I am mentally exhausted. To top it all, my 'strength' is struggling with her health. Oh my God !!! why do you do it? there must be some purpose. Do you want to make people strong. Are you sure you wanna do it ? I mean why we should be mentally strong ? do we even need to be strong. Human emotions as they say are very important. If we become so strong, would be need anyone else ? Aint it that we are already moving apart from each other. Remember the theory of 'BIG BANG' we have been taught. Is it applicable in real life too? I mean in human emotions. We are proud to be independent. But doesnt it bring with itself way too extra space that we actually need. Yes, agreed all of us need space. All of need our own time... But do we need it so much that we move apart from each other. And it all from being STRONGER....... Stronger in what sense ? Perhaps i am not in any mood to ponder over it in depth. so i leave it to you. Comments are invited....

PS - My PROBLEM remains unsolved. God knows when it will be solved (or get worsened) . But this is not on my mind now... Its only my baby.... Hey honey, you will get well soon....