Experiences @ VGSoM

The blog which I wasn’t updating for a few days or weeks should I say is being updated finally.

I am in IIT Kharagpur now, doing my MBA from VGSoM. This blog entry will be about my experiences in Kharagpur. The expectations I had from this place were nowhere close to the reality. This place really is bad. There is proper food , no net connection in the day time, my god damn flush hasn’t been working since the day I arrived here. Once it was repaired, it was again broken by the so called ,never present , maintenance staff. So cutting the long story short, this place sucks. Then I think, is this really that bad. Hey c’mon ! I don’t need that my five star facilities. Whatever I am getting here should have been expected. So what it is IIT, still it is a hostel and is India and above all its not in a metropolitan area. So I guess , I am wrong here. It’s not that IIT has disappointed me, but I have disappointed by expecting too much from this place. Perhaps, I am feeling bad because I am homesick bigtime. I miss my Janu. I love you baby. I never have been away from my mom for this long a period. Yeah yeah !!! You may call me a mumma’s boy, but I am not at all ashamed by it. I love her madly. She cares for me so much that no one can match it. Although I would love my janu to love me that much, but I don’t think its possible. She just cant do it. As a matter of fact , nobody can do it. MOM !!! I MISS YOU……. I LOVE YOU………

Next up, the people over here. God damn it. There is so much diversity. There are all kinds of people – some party holics, some nerds , some in between, some shy, some totally extrovert, some so so so heavy(sizewise), some slim(like me)…….. Cool people here. I have got some good friends over here. That really makes life a bit easier especially when you are missing your place so much. A cool thing about the people here is that they all are very helpful to each other. Hey !!! they party too…. And I get the bumps everytime…. Whenever there is a birthday, they don’t search for the birthday boy but poor Golcha. In fact, this GOLCHA GOLCHA has become a chant at VGSOM. I like it but till how long, IT DEPENDS…..

In less than a month, we will be having our first taste of exams over here. Hmmmm, last time I had an experience of the same, it was not good. I hope it changes this time around. Chalo ! lets see wats in store for me.

Cheers

More to come….

A lot more.

Big Big Sporting Night

Tonight its is one of the biggest sporting nights there is going to be in a short term future (at least). There are so many big events charted up for tonight. Golf, football, formula 1 (have stopped following it) - everything tonight.

First up - The Spanish League aka La Liga.....

Oh boy !!! such a big night for the top clubs. Anyone can win the league. There are three teams in contention. Real Madrid , Barcelona , Sevilla - anyone of them can wrap up what is arguably the most difficult league in the world. Going in to the final round of matches, Real and Barca are tied on same number of points with Real in the lead by the virtue of better head to head record against Barca ( In spain , it is about the better head to head record as against the goal difference method which is followed in EPL). Sevilla are in third position who are just two points back. Although , it is very difficult for Sevilla to be champs but not impossible. If both Real and Barca fail to beat their oppponents and Sevilla wins tonight , they are the champs. They have better head to head record against both their rivals. It would complete a terrific treble for the team who has already won the UEFA cup and the local cup competition - the King's Cup. But the favorites will be Real as their fate is in their own hands. Last week in La Liga was truly awesome. With all the teams drawing their games. At one point , Real were a goal back and Barca were looking good for a win but then in a freak few seconds , Barca were pegged back by Espanyol and Real scored an equalizer at Zaragoza. So watch out tonight for the crowning of the champions. Coverage on Star Sports from 0130 hrs.


Next Up - Final round of US Open Golf Championships.

Before writing anything just let show the the Leaderboard -

1 Baddeley Aus 72 70 70 +2
2 Woods US 71 74 69 +4
3 B Watson US 70 71 74 +5
3 Ames Can 73 69 73 +5
3 Rose Eng 71 71 73 +5
3 Casey Eng 77 66 72 +5
7 Cabrera Arg 69 71 76 +6
7 Stricker US 75 73 68 +6
7 Furyk US 71 75 70 +6
10 Appleby Aus 74 72 71 +7
10 Fasth Swe 71 71 75 +7
10 Toms US 72 72 73 +7

Can it get any better than this - Eldrick "Tiger" Woods going in the final round of a major just two shots back and a part of the final pairing. Although the "great" player hasnt won a major coming back from any kind of deficit going in to the final day , but you have to say that he is the favorite as the amount of experience he has compared to others who are in contention is so much more. He has been there and seen it all. If he wins this one , it will increase his tally of majors to 13 just 5 back Jack Nicklaus (18 majors) . I watched the third round last night and i have to say , he was just magnificent. It could have been a very very good round for him had his putter showed the touch he was showing off the tee. But nevertheless, he has put himself in a great position to win at Oakmont Country Club which is supposed to be the most difficult golf course in USA if not the world.
But not just Tiger , anyone else can win the open as the golf course is playing very difficult. anyone who has a good day today can. But my money will be on the Tiger. Watch out Tiger tee off tonight at 0030 hrs live on ESPN.

Finally Formula 1 - Hamilton again beats Teammate Alonso to Pole
This rookie Hamilton has gone crazy, pulling off such brilliant performances. This guy has finished every damn single race this season on the podium this season. He won his first grand prix last week in Montreal. Again , he is starting on pole. He has to be the favorite. Going is getting tougher for Double World Champ Alonso. His team mate is bettering him in every aspect of the game. But there is long way to go. So lets see what pans out. Catch live formula 1 action on Star Sports. Coverage begins 2130 IST.

Golf - - - - The BEST individual sport in the world

Golf - Its truly an awesome game. You need evrything from power to precision. I mean you got so many different shots to make. There are so many obstacles (if you call them so ) in form of sand bunkers , water hazards , roughs... etc.... The shots are never easy . You need different amount of power depending n where your ball is lying. This being the most beautiful (frustrating to some) part of the game - PLAY THE BALL AS IT LIES.

When i started writing on this topic , my purpose was just to write the rules... but now i think that if you are interested in the game, you wud be knowing the rules already . If you are not interested, you wont give a damn about it and if you want to learn it, there are many sites which can give you the playing rules. So my advice to all - Learn this game.. It is BEAUTIFUL.

Now, Why is golf not popular in India ?

Reasons -

1. Expensive - The game is darn expensive. A golf membership burns such a big hole in your pocket that a person will think a million times before entering this field , especially for Indians , which is said to be one of the most price conscious countries of the world. The equipment is also very expensive. It will set you back by such an obscene amount that is greater than the annual per capita of the country.

2. Lack of infrastructure - The infrastructure is also not in place. Lack of proper golf courses is inhibiting the popularization. Although , it can be because of dearth of funds but this can be a good tourist attraction. In foreign countries, golf courses are a norm. Most of the individuals play the game over there.

3. No World Class Player - Yes, i agree there are some pretty good players in India like Jyoti Randhawa, Jeev Milkha Singh, Shiv Kapur etc. but they are no big time PGA tour play ( for the laymen, its the circuit where the major players like Woods, Mickelson, Furyk, Els, Vijay Singh ( Not Indian, from Fiji ), Goosen kind of players play) . So until we have a player who represent the country at the very top level of the game , golf is unlikely to gain any popularity in our country.

4. Cricket - How can another sport be bad for other sport if they are not related with each other? The answer is - It happens only in India. Another example being the national sport of India - Hockey. look at its present condition. So, as long as cricket is there , it is very difficult for the kids to be attracted to golf. I am not saying you should ban cricket, But just saying that promote other sports apart from cricket at school level. My point is Indian kids are not offered choices. They are exposed to cricket only so they take it up. How many football , hockey , golf academies are there ? and compare this number to the number of cricket academies.

Improving the Situation

First of all, is it possible ? Of course it is. Look at USA , they have so many different sports all enjoying a great fan base. Basketball, IceHockey, Football( Rugby or American Football for us), Baseball, Motorsports, and ofcourse Golf. They all are superhits in the US. Yes , they have a very strong economy and a great deal of money to feed all these sports But so do we now. We have greater problems in proper allocation of funds and all due to corruption. So one way is to bring corporate culture and full transparency.

Rest later.....
gotta go... (something important came up so have to leave it incomplete)
Will complete tomoro.

Lets Learn about some LAWS !!!

The following is an excerpt from a very old version of Reader's Digest.....

1. Agnes Allen's Law - Almost everything is easier to get into than to get out of.
2. Anderson's Law - I have yet to see any problem,however complicated, which, when looked at it the right way, did not become still more complicated.
3. Beifeld's Principle - The probability of a young man meeting a desirable and receptive young female increases by a pyramidical progression when he is already in the company of a (1) a date, (2) his wife, (3)a better looking and a richer male friend.
4. Berra's Law - You can observe a lot by just watching.
5. Bok's Law - If you think education is expensive , try ignorance.
6. Bombeck's Rule of Medicine - Never go to a doctor whose office plants have died.
7. Boren's Guidelines of Bureaucracy - (1) When in charge , ponder. (2) When in trouble, delegate. (3) When in doubt,mumble.
8. Bucy's Law - Nothing is Ever accomplished by a reasonable man.
9. Clpoton's Law - For every credibility gap there is a gullibility fill.
10. Computer Maxim - To err is human but to really foul things up requires a computer.
11. Concoran's Law - All papers that you save will never be needed until such time as they are disposed of, when they become useful.
12. Darwin's Observation - Nature will tell you a direct lie if she can.
13. Douglas' law of practical aeronautics - When the weight of the paperwork equals the weight of the plane, the plane will fly.
14. Ettorre's Observation - The other line moves faster. This applies to all the lines - bank, market, tollgate ,customs. If you change your line, then the other line - the one you were in originally - will move faster.
15. Eve's Discovery - At a sale, the only suit or dress that you like and that fits is not on sale.

Enough for this post..... next series sometime later.......

Damn it Life !!!

Oh No Not again !!!!
I am seriously ill now. Mentally ill that is.. Lost is all completely... just cant be sure what I am doing rite now. I am just not sure abt myslef, my abilities, my choices and above all my fate... I suck bigtime. I went to the college today and was given one more shock. A big one. Apparently , the original PROBLEM which i had is resolved till now. God knows what is going to happen now... The wait is getting longer and excruciating. Oh no !!! i am now dead tired of it all. why doesnt it end.... I jst want to live my life in peace... It is just not right. Hmmm.. i just want to keep myself occupied. But got absolutely nothing to do. May be , i ll revert back to something good or something which interests me. but this bloody thing is on my mind every single second. Hmmmm... lets see what tomoro brings me.
CAtch ya later !!!

Whooooooooooooooooo Hooooooooooooooooo!!!!

Hey the title is a bit weird because i just cant explain what i am feeling rite now...... It is the best day i have had since sometime...... I feel so light , so happy , no tensions, no trouble , NO PROBLEM............... YEssss !!!!! My problem has been solved..... Its like a huge burden is off my shoulders..... i can now lead a very normal life... This is way too good........ I M SO SO SO SO HAPPY..........

That brings me to my happiness speech.........

I want to thank my parents especially my mom who has been a pillar to always having supported me and believing in me. I wanna thank God for giving me a second life....meri janu - jis se maine bahut pareshan kiya ....dint talk to her properly at all....sorry honey!!! but i lov you a lot....... I wanna thank pilla who was sort of my punching bag..... bahut pakaya hai maine use.... but thats wat frens are for..... also my other goodie frens..... MAddy ( Dude !!! rock hel(L) now ) , Pilli (Pille ki bandi ) - is se metro mein bahut pareshan kiya hai...... also to admin aunties - have asked them several times result kab aayega..... and to evrbody to whom i have caused problems.......

THANK YOU ALL AND LOVE YOU ALL.......

End of speech....


But after this.... i have learnt a few new things ..... and i am gonna abide by those for the rest of my life....

Chal Pille !!! ab to teri treat baaki hai......
Radisson will it be ? jo bhi ho....... its on me baby !!!!! (Maurya nahi pls and pls arrange for Radisson coupons .... nahi to expect treat to be at McDonalds only... HHAHAHA).... thanx buddy.....
I love you....... You are the best.....

Number Crunching

Number crunching , calculations , permutation and combunations , data mining , above all tension, anxiety - i will describe my past few days like this only. one question in my mind...... can i take this ne more? I hope i can, but my mind doesnt want to. it bloody goddamn tired. i should have been sad today. Man Utd lost on the FA Cup finals. But i am not. i am not affected. this is the last thing i want, i just dont myself to be cut off from the world. i wanna go out n have fun. My idea of fun may not going to an expensive bar and drink a lot (cant even afford it) or go to a very busy place... i just want to have some peace. just give time to myself, reflect upon my actions. a lot many things are on my mind rite now. I wanna find solutions to them, but just cant seem to find time. I need space. My space, I need to talk to myself, or else i am going down. it wont be too long that a tire out and lose everything.
lately, i am getting some information abt my frens. Holy Christ !!! they have become super human beings now. And when i look at myself, i pity myself. Where am I? who am i? i m nothing. wat have i done to my life. i need to grab it by the throat at put it right back on track. But i know, its not that easy, i need to fill the gigantic void. It will take massive time. But if i am able to fill it, the growth, i know, must be really intoxicating.... When that happens, i will know that my number crunching bore fruits !!!

Take care!!!

Bloody chicken pox

yaar, why does this happen ? i mean what is the purpose...... no no i am not down with chicken pox but my baby..... oh just cant look at agony. So much pain..... I mean why.... She just cant bear it.... Bullocks !!! Sorry for using shitty words today but that totally reflects my state of mind today.... ITS IN TURMOIL....... Never seen so much so bad..... I am in a crisis... I am mentally exhausted. To top it all, my 'strength' is struggling with her health. Oh my God !!! why do you do it? there must be some purpose. Do you want to make people strong. Are you sure you wanna do it ? I mean why we should be mentally strong ? do we even need to be strong. Human emotions as they say are very important. If we become so strong, would be need anyone else ? Aint it that we are already moving apart from each other. Remember the theory of 'BIG BANG' we have been taught. Is it applicable in real life too? I mean in human emotions. We are proud to be independent. But doesnt it bring with itself way too extra space that we actually need. Yes, agreed all of us need space. All of need our own time... But do we need it so much that we move apart from each other. And it all from being STRONGER....... Stronger in what sense ? Perhaps i am not in any mood to ponder over it in depth. so i leave it to you. Comments are invited....

PS - My PROBLEM remains unsolved. God knows when it will be solved (or get worsened) . But this is not on my mind now... Its only my baby.... Hey honey, you will get well soon....

Anxiety !!!

oh my god, this thing, this PROBLEM of mine is killing me. I am not being the same person I am. But, the time is near. I will know where i stand. It will be either a success or a grand failure. A failure which will be very hard to overcome. It will shake my roots, give a big jolt to me fro within, I will be shaken and stirred, Everything will be a mess, It will be the biggest loss i have ever had. But if i dont face it, i will be in a bigger problem. So part of me says to be brave and take everything on the chin, but other part of me is equally scared by the things which will come.
I dont want to face anything right now, I am just not ready or am I? I have multiple smaller issues. I would rather pay attention to them, But i just cant. This PROBLEM occupies my mind like the universe believed to be occupied by ether, I guess its only me who thinks too much about my PROBLEM. Actually, its not even a PROBLEM till now. But something inside me says that it going to be hell for me in coming times. Something inside me says to be prepared for the coming onslaught. Something inside me says to be ready for the biggest challenge of my life. And i am not too sure if i am that strong that i will overcome it and win the challenge. May be its the way of life. Maybe the God wants me to improve . Or is it me, who wants to be a better and stronger person. Lots of questions, but no answers.........

Another day passes by.......

we live in jet age.Time flies by. Everything happens too quickly, way too fast for someone's liking. Those who cant keep up with the pace lag behind. Or do they? let us look into the ways how slow(relatively) ppl can keep up with the times. First of all, Evryone should know his or her own limits. When you know your strengths and weaknesses, doesnt it become so much easier to live. We know wat we are capable of. We know wat we cant achieve. In my opinion its better to perform 100 % in a domain of 50 rather than 70% in a domain 0f 100. yes , you are relatively achieving more in the second case. but, the keyword is relatively. What does one want , one wants to be satisfied by quality or quantity. remember, percentage has an upper limit ( 100 % , Oh C'mon , be realistic, you can never perform more than that.) but the quantity hasnt. Ppl running after quantity suck.... there is always a better number to achieve...... So stop running after more and more in terms of number and start achieving your best. Dont you remember, ppl saying that they want to better themselves and not others. The gist is INCREASE YOUR OWN EFFICIENCY.

Now, we talk about the special case of achieving more than 100% . lets call it GOOGLE. when you GOOGLE, you are not achieving more than 100 %. Confused ? Not actually, what you are doing is increasing your domain. Thats the next stage of ' catching up with faster ppl '. The story of the rabbit and the tortoise. what did it teach us. wasnt it about EFFICIENCY. Was it about QUANTITY . So take your pick and act today for a better tomorrow.


PS - All the stuff written is my personal opinion. I dont want to offend anyone. Neither do i want or expect everyone to follow it.

Misunderstanding

Misunderstandings - Such a wonderful word. You say something else. They interpret something else. Doesnt it suck ? For wat you wasted ur resources for. For getting ill words thrown back at you. hahahaha!!! when this happens , A person seriously thinks of always keeping his knowledge and ideas to himself. But, this is certainly not the way the world sustains itself. You have to interact, give ideas, suggestions and also yelled back at. Ppl will continue to misunderstand you.

Chal yaar , koi nai. Yeh sab to laga rehta hai. I never wanted to take any sorta panga with neone. But ho gaya. Never felt like taking one. But ho gaya. Yeh, MISUNDERSTANDING hi sabki jar hai......

Neways will try to sort this out soon.....


Hey, Solved it. was pretty fast....... Hope the misunderstanding is over for ever,,,,,,,

Scared to death !!! Part 2

writing the prvious entry , i thought about the AD of a soft drink, "JHOOTH BOLTE HAI WOH JO KEHTE HAIN HAMEIN DARR NAHI LAGTA , SABKO DARR LAGTA HAI ". This is so very true. Evrybody is scared about something or other. Everybody has some insecurities. I have some. But currently, my PROBLEM is my biggest of them. God knows when it will be solved. I want all this to end now. But cant help the situation . I know it would be very long till my situation improves. So , i will be fighting till then.

Hey ppl, Please read MANUAL OF THE WARRIOR OF LIGHT. Its a wonderful book written by Paulo Coehlo. It says one fights because its one's duty to fight. And my duty now, is to fiht. NO OTHER DAMN OPTION.

Scared to death !!!

everybody has been scared at least once. But how to describe the feeling. When ppl say they are scared to death. what does it mean? Ask me. I am now scared to death. The PROBLEM worsens. hope it gets solved readily. This PROBLEM i cant solve. Only time. No one else can. I hope it gets solved. But i am scared . The feeling of the world around you crumbling is very bad. Your dreams , your expectations , evrything gets shattered. There is nothing left. Oh ..... this is the reason why people get scared. they dont want to see this aspect of life. But this is true. It happens to everybody. Everybody gets scared. Evrybody loses just for once. i have many times. But , this loss will be the biggest of them all. Nobody wil help me from getting out of it. Its me and me alone. But , will it be able to stop me? I dont know. But i know one thing that i will fight it . Not because i am a fighter but because i dont have any other option.

What I want........

Hey, we discussed about Maddy. This guy is very clear about one thing in life. And i really admire him for this. He would never work for money. This brings me to a major question about myself...------ WHAT DO I WANT ?

Do I want ;-

1. Loads of money
2. Travel around the world
3. Girls around me all the time
4. All the latest gizmos
5. A lavish house to live in.....

Actually i wont want any of the above to be in excess. Take out Point # 3 . i dont need gals around me. Nopes, i am not gay. But i have my baby. She is the only one who i want. I just wanna live a very hectic life full of activities. but i would like to take some time out for family. i want to be a workaholic. i dont want a peaceful life. I want to keep running. Waise bhi, i always make things difficult for myself. So , i am always left with some headaches. Hmmm, i visited my baby's place today and she said i looked pathetic. Big dark circles under my eyes, a tired looking face just accentuated my bad looks. This can be attributed to the PROBLEM i am currently facing. But, i am taking a new resolution today. I would stop blaming external factors for my shortcomings. I will take full responsibilities of my actions......

PS - Maddy, You will know what you exactly want. Trust me none of us knows the same. Even if they claim to know. Its just crap. You have done a great job till now. I am sure you will keep on doing that later also.

Superb.......

hey, i am a bit relieved now, that i know i can face my PROBLEM. My baby has been such a strong support. bring it on.....

MADDY BHAI

hey now about Maddy. My college buddy. Oh he has been fantastic over the years. One of the oldest of my frens in college. Well, he will also be an IIM alumnus. He is going to Lucknow. Always expected him to do well. We share some kind of bond i cant explain. he asks me very weird questions regarding life n philosophy. I too do the same.... This bloody guy can discuss on any damn topic, even the sewage pipes...... Knows when and where and how to slog..... He will go far... thats my feeling. One of the Buddies with whom i ll be always in contact with....

AM I A THUG ?

during the early school days, i mean very early.. lets say i was in STD I, i started my own business. yeah , a business. I was and still am a huge fan of Britannia milk bikis. In those days, Britannia offered a mini comic book free with every packet. And what do i do? I start selling those comics to my classmates.... for Re. 1 /- per comic.... i made quite a sum. and when the demand grew, i sold them for more. Rs 2/- and Rs 3/-. the price was fixed according to the volume of the comic. Volume 3 costed most that is 3. I dont know why i did this. the bigger question is HOW? How could i manage this ?

This is not the only thing. there are a lot more......

but should i write them in detail over here,,, i dint know.... Some friends mite be shocked, others mite think that they knew this. So , i should not go into the details.... I am not promising to anyone that i wont do these sorta things again. If i get the opportunity and i see that i get get away without any harm done, stories will be repeated....

After all, this all is cut throat. Darwin rightly said, " SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST ". You need to be different , you need to be active 24 X 7 , keep your eyes and ears open.....

Hey , you know, the PROBLEM i was talking about. I thought about it, its a big problem. but somehow when i got up today, i said to myself, i am certainly bigger than the problem. So , i am not afraid of it anymore. Yes, it will throw me back, it will make me do something i dont want to do. But in the end, its me who will emerge out of it. Because , It always happens this way only.

Tata, catch ya later.....

Enough for today.....

enough for today.... will talk about other college buddies later.. have to go now... I HOPE MY PROBLEM IS SOLVED...........

Lets talk about college

College - what is this? Hmmmm, i have visited this place a very few number of times. I regret for the same... remember the problem i was telling you about.... it all starts with not attending classes. Low attendances can be FATAL. trust me on this. Someday, i will write the various rules from the Golcha's School of Thought. So, not enough material on college...

Lets get to ppl now......

I have to start with Pilla aka P.Sukruth


First, you look at him and think, why would a person eat a whole cow? but when you know him closely, you would understand him better. This guy made my college life a bit easier. Very talented, great comprehension abilities, smooth talker and many other things are his positives. I always knew this guy would end up in an IIM. and he did the same. He is going to be an IIM alumnus.. Sounds too good man... you have been superb keep up the good work. As i write, should i Cut copy paste and send it as an orkut testimonial.. Naaaahhhhh..... wont do it... the best part is coming..... The guy is confused about gals, he sucks.... He knows he loves someone but always says that he is not sure whether the Feeling would be there after sometime.... Hahahahaha, the funny times are when we are discussing our love lives when we have an end sem exam coming in 6 hrs and have studied nothing....( Remember the problem i am facing now).... All those mornings will be unforgettable when we used to call each other half asleep and say - " Chod yaar, we wont be able t make it to the college in time , aaj nahi aate...." So, we have missed a lot of classes. (Again ppl pls keep in mind the PROBLEM which i am facing right now).

OOps, i dont want this blog to be dedicated to pilla . so Pille!!! buzz off... enough of you.. Just do well in watever you do in IIM K. One advice from my side - Quit smoking. It sucks.... ppl i havent told you about the great immune system Pilla has got.....

Golcha - how many do we need?

how many Golchas do we need...... Do we need even one.... what is golcha doing in ths place... does he relate to anything that is happening in this world.... to answer this, one must know what , rather than who golcha is... Is he a hyperactive person, is he a lazy b*stard, Is he one who just hates being in a crowded place or is he one who hates loneliness. Or this guy is one who immensely loves himself and doesnt care a bit for others, a ruthless fellow who is so obsessed with himself that he cant see anyone else but himself or just the complete opposite, a happy go lucky guy who just wants to do something for others, something for the near and dear ones who expect him to excel in whatever darn thing he picks up...... there could be many definitions. trust me , i can make you meet ppl who feel very differently about myself...

So the big question, do i have a split personality?????? i know its a disorder (sorry, cant help you with the name). If you ask me, i dont think so. The confusion will be amongst my college buddies. according to them, i am bloody hyperactive.... always having energy levels so high that is most of the times uncontrollable..... Why am i like this ? because when i got into college , my image was made to be like this only.... i just chose to stick with it... But, you know wat, I hate it now... i have begun hating myself for wat i have become.... it could have been so much better... i have ruined everything. It was meant to be a very beautiful life... but as with Manchester United, i make things difficult for myself. I hope i prevail this time. The time is now, when i grab myself by the collar and put myself on the right track. its all going horribly wrong. ppl will say why, how? but i think this wont take me anywhere.

So do we need people who are like Golcha?

You just can not fill this world with Golchas. The entropy law will be defied... Hey, i will continue to wrute on this blg daily and keep updating - do we need Golchas? even if the answer is - A BIG NO. i give a damn. because i am here. and here to stay. This attitude was missing for sometime and i was missing it a lot. I am happy that it is back.

The Motive

hey ppl, i know someday somebody would read this and ask himself/herself - "Golcha.... blogging? dont get the connection.....". Seriously speaking, even i dont know why i am doing this i just wanna write something today, so felt like blogging. i am not too sure how often will i do it , but as i write it seems fun and relaxing....

The life has been very generous till now to me. i hope the trend continues. but of late , i am facing some problems. we will get to the problems later.

hey forgot to tell you ppl about myself.
I am rahul golcha, student of NSIT, delhi. for the ppl who dont know what NSIT is - its an engg. college in dwarka.... i am a student of Manufacturing process and automation engg. Again explain the specialization (as i have done them in various B school's GD/PI), it is not machanical , not production - somewhere in between.

As i write , final college days are passing by. I will miss college for sure. I really have been a nuisance to my batchmates as well as some of the professors......

One thing which will u find in this blog is abrupt endings..... i am not makin any of the ekta kapoor's soaps or Alfred Hitchcock's thrillers...but the ending will be as and when i want it to be.... catch ya later....