oh my god, this thing, this PROBLEM of mine is killing me. I am not being the same person I am. But, the time is near. I will know where i stand. It will be either a success or a grand failure. A failure which will be very hard to overcome. It will shake my roots, give a big jolt to me fro within, I will be shaken and stirred, Everything will be a mess, It will be the biggest loss i have ever had. But if i dont face it, i will be in a bigger problem. So part of me says to be brave and take everything on the chin, but other part of me is equally scared by the things which will come.
I dont want to face anything right now, I am just not ready or am I? I have multiple smaller issues. I would rather pay attention to them, But i just cant. This PROBLEM occupies my mind like the universe believed to be occupied by ether, I guess its only me who thinks too much about my PROBLEM. Actually, its not even a PROBLEM till now. But something inside me says that it going to be hell for me in coming times. Something inside me says to be prepared for the coming onslaught. Something inside me says to be ready for the biggest challenge of my life. And i am not too sure if i am that strong that i will overcome it and win the challenge. May be its the way of life. Maybe the God wants me to improve . Or is it me, who wants to be a better and stronger person. Lots of questions, but no answers.........
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