Golcha - how many do we need?

how many Golchas do we need...... Do we need even one.... what is golcha doing in ths place... does he relate to anything that is happening in this world.... to answer this, one must know what , rather than who golcha is... Is he a hyperactive person, is he a lazy b*stard, Is he one who just hates being in a crowded place or is he one who hates loneliness. Or this guy is one who immensely loves himself and doesnt care a bit for others, a ruthless fellow who is so obsessed with himself that he cant see anyone else but himself or just the complete opposite, a happy go lucky guy who just wants to do something for others, something for the near and dear ones who expect him to excel in whatever darn thing he picks up...... there could be many definitions. trust me , i can make you meet ppl who feel very differently about myself...

So the big question, do i have a split personality?????? i know its a disorder (sorry, cant help you with the name). If you ask me, i dont think so. The confusion will be amongst my college buddies. according to them, i am bloody hyperactive.... always having energy levels so high that is most of the times uncontrollable..... Why am i like this ? because when i got into college , my image was made to be like this only.... i just chose to stick with it... But, you know wat, I hate it now... i have begun hating myself for wat i have become.... it could have been so much better... i have ruined everything. It was meant to be a very beautiful life... but as with Manchester United, i make things difficult for myself. I hope i prevail this time. The time is now, when i grab myself by the collar and put myself on the right track. its all going horribly wrong. ppl will say why, how? but i think this wont take me anywhere.

So do we need people who are like Golcha?

You just can not fill this world with Golchas. The entropy law will be defied... Hey, i will continue to wrute on this blg daily and keep updating - do we need Golchas? even if the answer is - A BIG NO. i give a damn. because i am here. and here to stay. This attitude was missing for sometime and i was missing it a lot. I am happy that it is back.