Scared to death !!!

everybody has been scared at least once. But how to describe the feeling. When ppl say they are scared to death. what does it mean? Ask me. I am now scared to death. The PROBLEM worsens. hope it gets solved readily. This PROBLEM i cant solve. Only time. No one else can. I hope it gets solved. But i am scared . The feeling of the world around you crumbling is very bad. Your dreams , your expectations , evrything gets shattered. There is nothing left. Oh ..... this is the reason why people get scared. they dont want to see this aspect of life. But this is true. It happens to everybody. Everybody gets scared. Evrybody loses just for once. i have many times. But , this loss will be the biggest of them all. Nobody wil help me from getting out of it. Its me and me alone. But , will it be able to stop me? I dont know. But i know one thing that i will fight it . Not because i am a fighter but because i dont have any other option.